I’m scared of being twenty six. Six years away from twenty and four years closer to thirty. Many of my friends are getting married, have full time jobs, and have kids. Where am I on the adulthood scale? I idealize my friends without realizing there are problems associated with being married, having full time jobs,… Read More Age: Twenty-Six
I struggle in staying in the “present.” I’m either wallowing in something in the past, or worrying about the future, rarely enjoying the events that are going on. In high school, there was a story I had to read for my Sophomore English Honors class, and I remember having difficulty reading it because of my… Read More It’s Hard to be “Present”
It’s a common obsession for OCD sufferers to have anxiety over sexual orientation. I’ve had it. From sixth grade up to high school, I had anxiety over whether I was gay or not. Some people might think why worry over it? We live in a time where homosexuality is accepted. Well, I worried about… Read More I’m not Gay….( I think)
I apologize for not blogging on Sunday, it has been a busy weekend from visiting my cancer ridden uncle to watching Guardians of the Galaxy.Lately, I’ve been lamenting on my lack of female friends and not being invited to certain events. At the end of the day, I realized I have expectations that others may… Read More Expectations Management I
I self-mutilated from sixth grade to my last year of college. I’m not proud of it. In sixth grade, I borrowed a book on self harm, and that’s when I started. At first I did it because I thought it was cool, but then it became my way of dealing with anxiety. My first memory… Read More Self-Harm
Rants of An OCD Girl 